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so im sitting here and its 230 in the morning and i am having a sudden rush of what needs to be done and it is overwhelming, and im freaking out alittle...actionscripting isnt my friend i havent have the slightest idea on it i dont get it at all or is it that i refuse to get it? either way i dont get it. Actionscript is kickin my ass HARD!!...im having weird thoughts in terms of being creative...and last night i had the weirdest dream...i dreamt that i was in the Rennisance period and i was fishing and some random guy told me to use a snapping mouse trap as bait and later on i was still in the Rennisance period (a noble or even a royal perhaps) but then i was married to Natlie Portman and she was mad at me for something and she locked herself in the room and i was begging her to let me in and in the process of doing so i ended up losing a tooth, but when i looked at it instead of blood the inside of my tooth was black liquid stuff....and i dismissed it and continued to beg Natlie Portman to let me in..then my dream got interrupted by my friend calling me and i couldnt go back to sleep and i was disappointed and sad...cuz i was married to Natlie Portman (even tho i dont think much of her, but still) i mean how often do i dream about being married to someone famous and how often do i remember my dreams?! i really hope i have an awesome dream and that i remember it as well